We realized that we have been in a fast track. The reasons are many.
It can be the excitement for us to experience relationship for the first time, or our prayer life is not as strong as before, or we express our affection overly to each other.
Though it's not superb big mistakes, we have bad impacts in our life.
We are feeling guilty toward each other and God, we don't spare time to our close friends.
Well, it is the learning process especially for brand new couple.
It has many trials and errors how to make the relationship is working according to what it should be.
Anyway, On top of that, I am giving thanks to God.
He has given me this beautiful gift...a lovely relationship...that I am dreaming of when I was in the waiting process.
And also He has brought a gentleman who has a kind and warmed heart and heart that always hungry and thirst to God.
He respects and treats me as a princess. It's really an honour for me.
Well, I also give thanks to God since He intervenes this relationship. He knows that we are new and have no experience at all. He let us make mistakes but give us an united heart and Holy Spirit to guide and remind us. Even, He remind us through our friends and community and our parents.
We have opened and confessed to each other and we have made new steps for our goodness sake.
We will behave like best friend, we will give each other a space to grow and we will spend a time to pray together every week to strengthen our prayer life.
I believe with this new journey, we will get many clashes since our expectation may be different from one another.
But it will shape our character how to understand and put no expectation towards each other and try to be independent yet dependent.
Thanks God...for first lesson given to us.
A man's wisdom gives him patience (Proverbs 19 : 11)
Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires (Song of Song 8:4)
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