Live and Love is A Choice

Thanks God for Your beautiful and unexpected plan for us and the important one is a united heart between us.
Back two weeks ago, when he asked me if I wanna attend Choice Weekend with him, hmmm honestly, I was surprised that suddenly he initiated to attend such thing, because usually I was the one asking him to accompany me hehe....But inside my heart I felt that I don't need to attend since I have attended two years ago and besides I believe that God wants to say something to Him so I want him to be more focus.

During the choice weekend, I prayed at home for him so he could experience God's love who can satisfy his soul.
I attended the closing mass to end the program. One small thing that surprised me was he kissed my forehead during sign of peace. Like a little girl, I felt so happy and surprised. After that during graduation, I hugged attendees one by one and when I hugged him, again he kissed me. I didn't understand but my tears just dropped.
Then, he gave me a letter to say Thank you for what we have gone through together and how blessed he is to have me in his side.

Oh God....I couldn't stop my tears, I was so touched and I hugged and kissed him.
Then, at night before I closed my eyes to end the day, he called me and shared what he got during the Choice. He had two comfort words from God. He was reminded that his priority is about relationship with his beloved ones, his family, me and friends, then come second priority about his work.

Second reminder was not to be worry about his work because God will provide what he needs....
Then, I affirmed that too, because deep inside my heart, I believe that God has asked him and me to be settled down to where we work. He will guide us a long and we could make it together with Him.

Oh God, I couldn't say any words besides this simple word THANK YOU. Until this moment I write this blog, I'm still very joyful and can't stop my tears.
His plan is so beautiful for us and more than I could imagine.
Thanks God for all of these, for giving him to be my side, for a united heart, for Your unconditional love.

We know that live and love is a choice and we have chosen to live and love You by loving each other.

Take A Break !

3 days before starting our new job especially for him, we spent this precious days to go to Jurong Bird Park and East Coast Park.
It was so refreshing when we went there, touched the sky, kissed the nature and amazed of God's handmade creatures.

We learned how awesome the birds with their uniqueness, the fish with their simplicity. It was perfectly wonderful days and we were so in love as we just met at the first time.
Yes, we loved each other more and more every day. Thanks God for the challenges that came through us so we could know each other better and our character can complement each other.

Personally, I'm very thankful for this special gift which is LOVE which not everyone can feel to be loved and love unconditionally.

We are different !

Two days ago we had soft conflict. It started with small things.
I know he didn't mean to remind the past, the mistake that I had done to him but I took it wrongly. I felt that he can't forgive and forget the past and I was very surprised for that. I was shocked and my mind was very confused.

He tried to calm me down, but I still can't believe it until I burst up in tears in front of him. That night I told him what I felt. It's very difficult to explain how I feel. However, he told me what he felt too.
He said he was hurt by what I was saying without considering his feeling.
I was speechless when he burst out everything to me that I never thought before.
The next morning, I was very confused and frustrated what I am gonna do.

I realized that we are different. I am an expressive, straight forward person, and easy to forgive and forget.
On the contrary, he is a soft spoken, gentle heart, sensitive, that's why he's easy to be hurt.
We understand that we can't be together since we are different, but only God's love can unite us.
He created us to complement each other to make each us become better person with special character.

I know that I have good point by being myself, I can forgive and forget the past easily. And for him, he has a gentle heart that has tendency not to hurt others.
The negative point for me is I am not so sensitive therefore I may hurt persons subconsciously and as long as the person never tells me about what he or she feels, I feel that I am right.
On the other hand, his negative point is he may carry the burden with him and it's not easy for him to forgive and forget.

Well, after all, we are different. The good news is we love each other, we know how hurt it is when we try to pinpoint each other mistakes and try to change our partner according to what we want. We are trying to make ourselves better person for God, each other and people surrounding us.
Thanks God for this trial that make us know each other's character.

Double Happiness

Last Monday was my b'day and yesterday was our 11th months anniversary.
Thanks God, I could celebrate my day with my better half.
He's so romantic, on Sunday night, he sent me back to my place and waited until 12MN, then he gave a little card and gift which is shoe bag hehee something that I need. Well, it's the first time I celebrated with my loved one.
I am so happy....

Hence, the next day was our 11th months anniversary. We celebrated together at Toni Romas. Well it was wonderful night for us.
Thanks God for wonderful gifts for me. I am so blessed to have him by my side.

Celebration of Victory, Happy Easter !

Today is the Celebration of Victory after 40 days of lentern journey
Sometimes, we almost fall into temptation. Praise the Lord, we could encourage and support each other to move on.
I believe that he's the One from above. One of priest ever told me that if our life partner can make us a better person and be closer to God and can say NO to something that unpleasing in the eyes of God, he's the gift from the Lord.
I trully give thanks for this special gift.

We have been in this journey together for almost 11 months.
We have gone through many things in our job and life, yeah...this is the portion that God has given to us. Praise God, we can support, encourage and complement each other.
It's called SUITABLE as what God said when He created a man and woman.

When I see how my friend's life after being in the relationship. Her and his life is different. Their priority is not God anymore eventhough one of them still serve in the church but it's more on  responsibility. I know that I can't judge them because I believe that this's the learning process that they may encounter like what we were before.
Well, the positive side is I could see how blessed I and him as long as we always depend on Him 100%.

Thanks God for this journey and 40days of reflection and today's celebration of victory.
Happy Easter, my love !!