The gift of love

I would like to give thanks to God for reminding us about the sacred gift that has been given to us 17 months ago which is the gift of love.
After sometimes, we had tendency to take one another for granted and have high expectation until in the end it hurt one another.

Yesterday night when I reflected back 17 months ago, I have been dreaming to have a nice and kind hearted guy. I never imagined that I would meet him.

Indeed, God has given him to be part of my life more than what I could imagine.
He's always beside me, supporting and teaching me about life and even he always apologises first even though he doesn't do something wrong.

Instead of appreciating him, I took him for granted and expected more from him.

Along the way, we reflected and admitted our mistakes and apologised to each other. We started a new and fresh again with love, appreciation and understanding.

Yeahhh we have dreams to buy house, get married and believe that we are  in the journey toward our dream. We believe that God has beautiful plan more than we could imagine. We hold our hands together  to achieve our dream.

Thank you Lord for Your blessing, love that You have poured to us.
Let us learn to love each other more and more everyday as our desire to love You in every breath that we take.

A Dream of A Girl

It has been a while after discussing and planning about buying new house, I wrote this back.
I felt that there was just simply a plan only...
When I see my friends who were getting married or have been married, I ask myself when is my turn ? 

I know it's still long long time to wait..I can't push him either...
When one of my colleagues told me how his husband last time proposed to her, gave surprise to her during the wedding....I just simply ask myself...will he give me a surprise...will he proposes to me...

Maybe I expect too much from him...he's trying his best to accumulate the wealth...
He may be thinking to get married however he has his own hurdle which is financial issues.

Well, it's just simply my dream as a girl...
I have a reason why I want to get married or buying the house
Next year on May I need to move house, finding a new place to rent is ridiculous.
I will spend S$500-S$1,000 and not sure if the landlord and place suit me.

My plan is actually buying a small house or getting married so we can stay together for about 2 years without children. We will need to get to know each other better and save money before having children.
But he may have different plant.

I am not sure whether he knows what I want.

As a girl, I can't expect much or perhaps to propose him ?? 
I keep everything in my heart and wait till the day comes.

Happy 17th months

Well, our relationship has been 17 months now.
There have been ups and downs and we get used to each other and all become like a routine.
There's no chirping bird or bell ringing. Perhaps we are too busy with our work and forget the romance.

Sometimes, I missed those early days when we just met, a lot of hugs, surprises, and we always remember the day we met.

Now, everything is different, my life becomes so routine and I have no quiet time to reflect and give thanks little things that God gave to me.
There's my inner want to start family however I still have a doubt.

It may not all about financial issues, it's more about my readiness whether I will be able to be a good wife and mother and spend the rest of my life with him.
When we talk a little bit serious about starting family, I'm not sure as well whether he's ready for that.

But if this relationship is going to nowhere, there's no point to continue and everything becomes memory.
Well, I just give this relationship to the Creator. If He decides that it's time to discuss it a bit serious and starts the family, He will open the way.