Friday, December 01, 2006

" Desert Period "

Well, our relationship is more than 6 months now.
Sometimes, I have a doubt if this relationship really works for us.
Sometimes, I'm just afraid if the feeling and love are just faded away and become friendship instead of couple.
I know that I am not supposed to think in a negative way. However, that tought just suddenly strikes to my mind.

Hmm...I don't know whether I take for granted of what he has done for me or actually I expect more and I don't get it.
I just feel that the romance is slightly faded away. It's because we just take for granted each other everyday and we are too busy with our works therefore we feel that there's no use to express our feeling to each other anymore or other reasons. I do believe that we still love each other until now and yeahh, we still contact and meet each other at least three times a week.

Some people said to me that for new couple is a honey moon mode but after one year and subsequently it will be different.
Actually I don't want to believe that, I believe that if we do something to maintain it or even create the sparks again, the feeling will still be there. But of course, it needs effort from both side.
Well, perhaps it's kinda "desert" period for me.
I believe that even in the relationship with God, we will experience this "desert" period when we feel nothing, everything seems not exciting but God still always be there for us.

Hopefully, this is just my short term feeling only and everything will be back like before.
Our relationship is full with joy, love, romance.

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